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jas_ak_clarke
My shows went well, I was nervous to do a male drag number, but a few people really liked it. I was wearing pink for my Aaliyah number last Friday and that went over well with the queens :o). I figured I should femme it up since the Friday before I was a boy. ...I got better tips as a femme, but I like doing drag as a boy way more.
I'm working on losing weight, this is tough for me because I don't really smoke now and I crave all the time. I either want food or a smoke, it's really bad, but I can do this. I will do this!
I'm also looking for new work. My sister and my mom both told me that they don't like to see me so stressed and to look for better work. Now that I know they're okay with it and that I don't have to worry about the kids I am actively searching. If any of you hear of any retail or janitorial jobs in the Burnaby/West Van/Van/North Van areas let me know :o)
Liz and I just had our four month anniversary, first one we've celebrated. We went to Fets on the Drive and had dinner with a bottle of Italian red wine and watched hockey highlights. The rest is ;o) you know, personal stuff. It was really romantic.

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Back to the usual grind of work.
Getting ready for the Mr. n Ms. Gay pageant in Surrey. I'm doing a drag number out in Surrey this Saturday and I'll be doing a KD Lang number next Friday. This will be a good month for me with all the shows and my friends running for titles on the 28th.
I'm looking for evening work again, because I need to make more money, I'm really barely scraping by and that really bothers me. I may be able to get work at the Lion's Gate Studios again, they are hiring and my old Supervisor is still working there.
I watched the news today because I wanted to see what the poles where saying about the vote, Conservatives are leading, that is scarey for all us queer people. I also saw that one of the guys I grew up with Sgt. Will Salican is in hospital in Germany after a caravan he was riding in got bombed in Afghanistan. That really hit me hard. He's in a medically endused comma until they ship him back to Canada next week. He's stable, but still that's really aweful. It was hard seeing his mom on the news like that, I remember her too, because we all went to the same church when I was a kid. Makes me appreciate being here now and not having any family in the army.
(I still keep in touch with Will, he made it, and he's an inspiration to us all)

New Years Eve
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Highlight of the evening: singing bohemian rapsody with a bunch of Liz' straight boyfriends. Reminded me of singing with the Abby crew years ago... man good times those where. This was truly was a good time and I was impressed with how nice her Catholic school friends where. Before we all got drunk we had talks about sexuality, religion and hapiness. They where awesome,and even after we where all drunk they where still awesome.
Hope all of you had fun last night/today. ... Ring in the New Year right, never alone!!!! REMEMBER: Family is better than alone...even if they drive you totally mental.
Love Jas.

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jas_ak_clarke
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Yep...I slept, opened sotcking stuff, slept more, snacked a bit, now I'm bored and waiting for gift opening time and dinner....things are very slow here right now even Ethan is paceing.
to be continued...
Once things got organized around here it was awesome, Ethan sister's all showed here, her neice and bro-in-law too, we opened presents and all got more than we wanted. Everyone was happy with my gifts I gave and that was my main concern.
Dinner was excellent and I was happy I didn't over eat too. That left me with no worries, since I already am looking at losing weight I don't need to gain any.
Anyway, hope everyone is good.

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Today is a better day, yesterday was terrible, my nephew had the flu and was vomiting all day and night so I was very tired and very busy. I went home after April got home and then Liz(Ethan) came over.
Today we slept in, had breaky, poped into Womyn's Ware and then headed out to her mom's in Surrey....the rest has yet to happen....
Merry Christmas everyone!

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jas_ak_clarke
Well, it all caught up with me. I got sick :S Danny gave me his cold; you wouldn't think that a baby cold would be so hard on an adult but man this was bad. I am just starting to get over it now and it's been five days of hacking, weezing, sneezing and general exhaustion.
My weekend was mostly spent in bed with Liz as I had no energy to really do anything else, but we did go and visit her relatives on Saturday night and Mel n Trina where having a party so we stopped by for a few hours. I was not doing too well though considering, so we went home to bed pretty shortly after.
I wish there was Youth Alliance this week, because I want to see people, but it won't be back up until January. Hopefully maybe people will be available to hang out a little bit or chat on the phone. My being sick has kept me secluded, so lots of personal time, but no people time.

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I've been getting a little more time to myself, and that's helping me cope with work and everything else I do. I miss being part of peoples lives and I'm still holding on by a thread. I keep in touch, but I hardly see my friends because of work and my relationship with Liz. She takes up a lot of my time, and I love her, but I am seeing that I don't spend time with people much anymore and that does bother me.
I'll figure out a better balance once April starts school in January. Then my schedule will be set in stone and I can work reasonable hours.
Everyone keep in touch as best you can with me, I do care about all of you, I am just out of sorts a bit.

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Hmm, I am good.
I have a lot on my plate and that keeps me happy, however I do want me time and I don't get that at all really.
I just miss being able to sit and play guitar in peace sometimes.
When I came home from work Saturday morning my place looked like it had been ran sacked, but then I found out it was just my roomate and her friends. They had been drinking and trashed the place up a bit. I was upset and left a note for her asking her to make sure she doesn't leave spilt beer on my stereo again or I'll have to keep it in my room. I don't mind her using my things as long as she doesn't abuse them.
Anyway, I had a relaxed weekend with Liz after that. Went to her place Saturday night and watched movies. Watched her hockey game Sunday after the Canucks game. They won 5-2 and Liz' team tide 3-3. Liz scored the 3rd goal it was really sweet watching her play. There where a few times that I wanted to jump out on the ice and knock some heads though, because the other team was purposely roughing her up. She's bruised and has a headache, but I know she's tough so I stay out of the game and cheer her on like a good partner :o) ...We had a serious talk today before I went to work. Liz loves me, but she also loves Ty. I knew that already, but the thing that's disfunctional here is that her and Ty aren't even talking, and haven't for months now. Ty just wants to be friends, so Liz needs to get over her. I told her this, and that I love her so I won't run away just because she is pining over Ty. If they spent a lot of time together then I would leave Liz, but there is no threat here so I'm not worried. I'll just give it time and see how things go.
My neice and nephew are both sick, so I'm going to stay over tonight and see if I can get them back into routine. They usually get all messed up with bedtime not being kept and such when they're sick, because my mom takes care of them Saturday's and they don't get their naps on time. I'm going to try and keep them normal for December so when April goes to school in January they will go to bed on time and get up on time.

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jas_ak_clarke
Liz took me to get my angel tattoo on Saturday. It turned out better than I expected, and has both my neice and nephews names on it. I love it! It's my early christmas present from her.
I am not used to being with someone who wants to take care of me, and it's weird for me. I have to swallow my pride a bit and let her help me sometimes. That is not natural for me, but I love her and appreciate her for wanting to help me, so I'm learning to be more laid back. :o)

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I had fun at Liz's house party and got totally tanked. I haven't been like that for four years. I did screw up and kiss a friend, but I apologized right away to liz and she wasn't mad. I am not going to get that tanked around that particular person again, it's too dangerous for my relationship.

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